4,380, that's the number of days since I heard, "Sorry, but the test came back cancer."
Still today I get numb when I think of hearing those words. In a split second all your loved ones flash in front of your eyes and that's when I lost it. After 12 years I still don't remember the drive home. After a few weeks of research and getting a third opinion I decided that if cancer was going to get me it better be ready for the fight of its life. Everyday is a struggle whether you admit it or not. Cancer is always on your mind and it will drive you insane if you allow it to.
A few years back I did have to take three months of chemo. It tried to jump ahead of me and with the treatments I knocked it back down. Chemo is good but it wears down your body. Chemo kills the bad guys (cells) but it also kills the good guys too. Guess you have to take the good with the bad.
4,380 that's a lot of days of kicking butt. I will never give up, I will continue to fight cancer with everything I have.
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