I headed to the hospital a little after 7am this morning while it was still dark. I was scared, nervous and couldn't stay focused. I had the radio on listening to the news but I really wasn't listening. My mind was on the CT scan that I was about to take. The scan would show if the chemo had done its job.
I've tried real hard the past few days not to think to much about it. But just like cancer it's always on your mind. It's really out of my hands. I've done everything that I was suppose to. The doctor's and the nurses have done all that they could. So really it's in Gods hands.....
I've had so many friends that have sent me cards, called me or dropped by the shop to let me know that they pray for me daily. Some of my friends send me text and let me know if there is anything they can do for me all I've got to do is ask. I get over whelmed some days with the love that is shown to me.
I have my last chemo (I hope) on Wednesday. Thomas and I have to be there at 9am. So keep sending happy thoughts my way......xo
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